Guilt

So its been a while since I have posted anything. I am feeling a little guilt about that, since ya know I have so many readers, haha. But what I am kind of down about is not having a pratical wedding. I have been pouring over wedding blogs that feature backyard barbecues, sweet little mason-jar centerpieces, non-floral bouquets to cut costs, and any number of laid-back cool wedding details. "The most important thing is your love and commitment to each other." Well yeah, but I like the pretty party dress too. And when it comes to parties, a down-home BBQ just ain't my thing, and its not my fiance's either. We live on a tight budget but we like to go out to nice dinners, get fancied up, and par-tay. So I guess I just see all these sweet earthy, organic looking weddings and feel like I should aspire for that simplicity too. So I will try and get over myself and just plan my glam wedding and not feel bad about the money spent on premium liquor and know that every guest will have a great time, and hopefully feel the warm and fuzzies too.